I dont Know

My God, look at that 2 hours ago I said I would write here had a thought I would write, but events change our ideas all the time.
First I wanted to talk about my post's the face of what I went through during the week or even write a lovely story to which you could read, believe it got to a compliment on my work today about what I write here, but you know that night that everything happens for a while and you do not know what to write, I believe our text for today will be long and very interesting, so here we go.
First let me say that my mood has been changing lately, I have a mix of emotions. I think I'm going crazy, sometimes I want to kill someone so nervous that I spend during certain days and times when it seems like I'm bursting with joy. You know I met a person who has been changing some things, is a super cool person that makes me stare at her like I'm a teenager who has just discovered what love is, is that person you want to stay close at all times. You know when you want to sit at the foot of a tree and sitting still doing that unforgettable warmth and make the person feel the happiest? That's how I wanted to do all the time.
Some events make me wonder if love is healthy, my sister just told me that my brother's wife left him by a neighbor and of course my mother took him home. The ex-wife left home with a refrigerator and an air mattress, of course we all knew this would happen had already spoken to him a good gob she was, but when we are in love and slobbering love and forget the reason we do eat emotion, and look what it did!!
My friend is also suffering ..... and not go into detail so as not to expose ....
I really wanted to write other things and that was what I had in mind but could not put what I'm feeling now with all this, I think I'll be back later to finally write what I wanted ....